Something-amiss

There's just something amiss. Just that, cant feel, cant touch, cant see but can sense it. the every little actions makes me feel uncomfortable. Cant u feel i am having a barrier infront of me to u?

Woke up quite late today as school starts at 1, had 2 slices of bread and a glass of milk, then watch tv awhile and went to bath, get ready for school. School was tiring, had pdm lab and cook 

tomato sauce.

Thinking of the lab tmr can kill me, catering tech man! and tmr lesson's at 8am!!!!! I dun like catering tech, lectures always so early, lab always so long and late. Tmr ends at 6 plus, but i guess we gotta stay back and eat our dinner (nyonya dishes) and we are cooking curry chicken. OMG, cant imagine the fats that is going into my body.

Guess not much time to go gym tmr, shall go later and tmr, shall see what exercise i can do! haha

3 more days and its cruise time! Going cruise with cherie!! Omg, cant imagine the fun and nonsense we'll gonna had! :D YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Oh yeah, 13th cells pictures are out!

shout like this?

the 13th cells pictures are out!

Soul-less

Something is just in between, its invisible, but u can feel it inevitably. The change, its hard to describe, not entirely bad, but still it strikes me. U might not feel it, but it hacks deeply into my heart. Many things that u thought i am unaware of, i am not. I believe in my strong sense of intuition, definately there's something. Nobody's is at fault, but nobody ever thought of me. Its just the way u behave that sinks my thinking deeper and deeper, and makes me think really hard. I always come up with 101 reasons to convince myself that there is nothing of what i am thinking. But i know i have to face the fact sometimes, things just will change. Somethings u thought would stay forever will not, chevy. The rocks will shake, the seas will dried, the world will change. I wonder is it karma? Although i dun really believe in such thing, but what goes around comes around. 

Believe me, there is really nothing wrong, really. But its just why like that? I think i've made a very wrong decision in my life that had change my life so drastically. I cant blame her but who do i turn to? Now it just seems history is repeating itself. That scene, cant be off my mind, sometimes i told myself, its nothing actually, really. U're just too too too sensitive. Really made me feel very very awkward, very sadded. Now i understand what is put yourself in other people's shoes. God, change me. Change my life, when i've already attempted to change, to lead a nice good life. I need your strenght to carry on to lean on, to tell my problems to. 

Just some thoughts

Had a talk with my friend, i dunno. But we were talking abt army, and discussing abt the career path and all. She said only with scholarship then will be able to attain high ranks. I thought to myself as long as i work hard, nothing is impossible. But her words kinda like melt me, i think twice abt this. And i felt like crying after that, although friends around me kept encouraging me to go for my dream, but somehow i feel like some are always picking on my dream. Maybe i was too sentsitive, but i just dun feel that they some sort of support me sometimes. And it really discourages me alot :(

Love wrote on his msn nick, "shes single! Yes!" really wondered who? So sad, must be his EC. Haiz, dreams shattered now. How i wish, love, do u hear me??!!

And sometimes i think i've given too much too much until people dunno how to cherish these and they dunno how to treasure friendship. take it for granted and thought i would always give in no matter what. I'll but there is always a limit to everything. But i've tried to change all the bad in me, but if you dun, its hard. You might fail to realize, but it takes both hands to clap.

Sheesha

Friday night went to sheesha to celeb syafiqah's b'day. well, had fun but walk alot too! haha, its quite deep inside though. But the place is comfortable and nice! Still got belly dancing :D Then, they ordered food but i only ordered FRUIT SALAD! LOL, zai sia. haha, and we have fun, ate cake. The sheesha charcoal drop onto me and burn a hole on my shirt!! haha, it was hot and had tried shesha-ing. FUN! There is also belly dancing performance and the belly dancers are all so pretty! they dance very well too!! We all left tgt though, tried to rush for last train/ bus. Reach home abt midnight ah, then slept till noon the next day.. But went gym on sat night (: Finally another work out. And went church in the morning, and had lunch with friends at cafe cartel. Again, i ate ceasar salad. HAHA

The Babes <3

Nikki.Kaly.Chevy

Xue and me

Chevy.Cherie

The sheesha

My fruit salad!

The hole :(

Wan ling.chevy

Belly dancer! She's pretty man!

Chevy.Pei Shan

Birthday Girl!

Sports day!

Wow, today is a sports day for me! haha, went for a 8am lecture in the morning and then went to sports complex, change and played squash cum badminton. WOOT! Shiok. After that when Elinor and jesslyn they all came, we played badminton tgt. Haha, well then we  (cherie, hui qin and i ) went to swimming complex there bathe, cox its cleaner there ah. Hui qin and i went Tmall to buy present for syafiqah, cox its her b;day later! And we are going to celebrate with her (: Was super hungry after buying present, so went for lunch!!!!! And here i am, back home, but soon will be out again. SIAN. haha, actually dun really feel like going out anymore ah. And i cant go gym tonight! Cox going out later!!!!!! :(

Armmedenlian

Woke up at 3 today, haha. But is still so tired. LOL, my left arm is aching like mad, dunno why, intolerable.went gym yesterday, ran for 25 mins.. And i played wii just now! haha, very long never play already.. Now, booking for badminton and squash court tmr as we are going to play tmr! i ate only a plate of duck rice for lunch and a few biscuits for dinner. Cool or what? haha! 

Anyway, should be going to have dinner at sheesha tmr. playing neopets now, it reminds me alot of memories, it very fun! hahaha

And dunno why i just thought of the tiltle armendenlian- LOL

Ice cream booth!

Helped out in TP open house today, had to tend the ice cream booth ( kool werkz) ice cream specially formulated by our own TP students (: There were a few new flavours and it tasted great i think!

Had to report at 12pm initially, but dragged until 1.50pm, LOL. Then cherie and i played MD, we played 10 properties. SHIOK, haha. After which, we went to start setting up booth and wait for the guest to come.

Had some pictures taken today with gf using her new phone(:

It was quite boring actually, just sit down there and wait. I am like falling asleep can! Cox we were at IT school, then i look at the ppl there, i really feel like shutting my eyes off. LOL . CMI

If it was in AS school, i bet there will be lots of fun and laughter. hahha, We sat there and serve the guest till its 5 plus, then we packed and went off. It was like raining heavily, even till now..So walked to concourse and saw Elinor, jesslyn alex they all. So sat down and chatted with them. And went home tgt with elinor cause she was taking the same bus as me. Haha, and really got abit drench cause i didnt bring my umbrella. And i ate only a pancake for breakfast, then fishball for lunch and some biscuits for dinner, is it okay? haha. I know, but my friends kept calling me to take care, dont over strain myself, felt so blessed. 

Gotta head to gym later to work out, probably 8 plus. Wait till the rain got smaller i guess. Went to do threading on my eyebrown just now, it was pain man! but for the sake of beauty... hahaha

And tmr got no SCHOOL. like shiok only!! Can sleep 3 plus today and wake up 3 plus tmr! hahahahahahahahahaha!
 
I guess we gotta celebrate syafiqah's b;day tmr, should be going arab street sheesah to eat (:

These were the ice cream..

Like very nice? haha

Lepak Lepak

Went to school like at 8.45am in the morning to go play badminton and table tennis with cherie. Had a tired day! we played almost an hour each, it was fun! Especially table tennis. haha, I beat cherie in Badminton while she beat me in Table tennis. hahaha! After which we went to bath and then went to configure cherie's lappy. Then have to rush for lecture at 1pm. We came in from the back and sat there cox we were late.. lecture was boringggggg. Especially all the terms and all, and we still cant take back our paper, have to wait till tut. Well, went to do our project after lecture and headed to bedok. Went to the new mall, bedok point with cherie, wan ling and yee sin. go there shop and snack. But there isnt any thing much there actually. Just shops. I had a yoghurt and then we went arcade to play! hahahaha! we played shooting, racing car, and basketball! we were like so noisy can! haha, epic! We always fail to go to stage 3, always stuck at stage 2. LOL we had our dinner at bedok hawker center, i must say the food there is really nice! i ate mee hoon kway and cheng teng. SUPER NICE! : D then,took bus home uh.

SCHOOL STARTS!!!

Today, school started. SIAN. have to wake up early laa, see so tired! so many projects and assignments to hand up/due today! Gosh, had my day Chiong-ing projects and assignments. haha! Well, the best part is, i didnt even bring my 2 papers which is supposedly to be handed up today. Took back out Term test papers for ComN and Pdm today. I did fairly well, pass both with the small mark! COOL? HAHA. Now back home, just ate dinner and going to do some work first to let my food digest beofre heading to gym later!! I am dertermine okay! ARMY ARMY ARMY! 

Cant wait for 14 Jan to come.. MY CRUISE! SHIOK ONLY :D

Countdown to 2011

Had my countdown party in church! it was awesome! had alot of fun with the ppl there, although its church laa, but definately had fun! Can countdown to the new year with God, and my loves ones. Its a unique one. then, slept at 3am, woke up at 7.30am. SO TIRED! had alot of activities after that. But before the countdown party, went for a farewell party for Zhi zhi (: so cute, sad that he has to go childcare. haha, ate cake, eat curry and alot more! After the countdown, went to meet my catering tech project mates to do our project. Was super dead by then, but we still have to go NTUC, and golden mile complex after that. i was like......... But too bad, have to go do ah. haha. Then went there, see our things and we all went back. Mu and Hq went back in cab, same as me. haha,but alex took a ride from me, and we went tmall. And we went to bought yamazaki bread. Goodness, he eat alot!!! hahaha! and we went to queue for KOI. LOL, he saw the queue he was like, half dead. haha, but in the end we still queue and bought ah (: we bought milk tea LARGE! Shiok bodoh! then he wanted to go ATM, and we headed there, went to bus interchange and say BYE BYE! hahaha, so i headed home from there, super super Ultra TIRED.



ZHI ZHI <3



Going to Church!

Countdown in church!

playing monopoly deal!

they making me up like a X'mas tree. !!

getting ready to throw our eggss!!

specially designed eggs.

having breakfast (:

Oh! and this is wat alex NORMALLY eat for A MEAL?! he bought theseeeee!!

My LARGE KOI!!!

My baby photos! haha nice i noe! (: