Something is just in between, its invisible, but u can feel it inevitably. The change, its hard to describe, not entirely bad, but still it strikes me. U might not feel it, but it hacks deeply into my heart. Many things that u thought i am unaware of, i am not. I believe in my strong sense of intuition, definately there's something. Nobody's is at fault, but nobody ever thought of me. Its just the way u behave that sinks my thinking deeper and deeper, and makes me think really hard. I always come up with 101 reasons to convince myself that there is nothing of what i am thinking. But i know i have to face the fact sometimes, things just will change. Somethings u thought would stay forever will not, chevy. The rocks will shake, the seas will dried, the world will change. I wonder is it karma? Although i dun really believe in such thing, but what goes around comes around.
Believe me, there is really nothing wrong, really. But its just why like that? I think i've made a very wrong decision in my life that had change my life so drastically. I cant blame her but who do i turn to? Now it just seems history is repeating itself. That scene, cant be off my mind, sometimes i told myself, its nothing actually, really. U're just too too too sensitive. Really made me feel very very awkward, very sadded. Now i understand what is put yourself in other people's shoes. God, change me. Change my life, when i've already attempted to change, to lead a nice good life. I need your strenght to carry on to lean on, to tell my problems to.
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