Just some thoughts

Had a talk with my friend, i dunno. But we were talking abt army, and discussing abt the career path and all. She said only with scholarship then will be able to attain high ranks. I thought to myself as long as i work hard, nothing is impossible. But her words kinda like melt me, i think twice abt this. And i felt like crying after that, although friends around me kept encouraging me to go for my dream, but somehow i feel like some are always picking on my dream. Maybe i was too sentsitive, but i just dun feel that they some sort of support me sometimes. And it really discourages me alot :(

Love wrote on his msn nick, "shes single! Yes!" really wondered who? So sad, must be his EC. Haiz, dreams shattered now. How i wish, love, do u hear me??!!

And sometimes i think i've given too much too much until people dunno how to cherish these and they dunno how to treasure friendship. take it for granted and thought i would always give in no matter what. I'll but there is always a limit to everything. But i've tried to change all the bad in me, but if you dun, its hard. You might fail to realize, but it takes both hands to clap.