FML

 

I dunno why i am living in this world, i shouldnt have been here in the first place. WTF am i here? so irritating right? Looking at all the pictures, i just couldnt understand why. WHY is it always like that? I am not a substitute, I am not a rubbish, I am not a FOOL.

why do people treat me this way? Do u noe everytime now when i thought of coming to school, i fear alot. I think abt them, i think abt what they do. I feel that there is so many secrets btw us. I tried not to think, but it doesnt work that way. I've not talk bad abt u, not a single time at all. But i think u failed me. TOTAL degrees of changes. U dun have to show this infront of me, it make me look like a fool. I dun feel good, i dun LIKE! Excuses and excuses i've come up for u, but it just proves me right everytime.

There is just so much to tell u, but do u think i've the courage to say? Ur actions aldy showed me everything, i dunno, perhaps its me again. But sometimes i really wonder if i vanish, will the world be better?

These things are bottling up in my heart, no more space, no more room. What if it burst?

I've so much so much to say, but who to tell? I'm scared and tired of humans tricks. I cant take it anymore.
Why is it not u? its simple, cox ur actions say it all. Everything changes, everything.

And I dun have the courage to carry on.