Down

I don’t know where I’m at
I’m standing at the back
And I’m tired of waiting
Waiting here in line, hoping that I’ll find what I’ve been chasing.

I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m gonna fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
Never know why it’s coming down, down, down.

I'm not ready to let go
Cause then I'd never know
What I could be missing
But I’m missing way too much
So when do I give up, what I’ve been wishing for.

I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m gonna fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
I'll never know why it’s coming down, down, down.
Oh I am going down, down, down
Can’t find another way around
And I don’t want to hear the sound, of losing what I never found.

I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m gonna fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
I never know why it’s coming down, down, down.

I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m gonna fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
I'll never know why, it’s coming down, down, down.

LOVING MY WEEKENDS!

Had a great night with Twinny and Darling. Though we only met like in the late afternoon, but we had hell lots of fun till night! Went shopping, makan and actually wanted to catch a movie, but we went vivo, sentosa inside USS to watch fireworks instead. LOL, and Qi was hungry but the shops like all close alrdy leh, and she got to buy liang teh (herbal tea) for her boyf. LOL!!! hahahaha

Its really a great hang out, a different weekend. LOVE IT! and we are alrdy planing for our next outing! TO ... USS! YAYY! weeheeeeeeeeeeee :D

I wanna go USS again leh. Like only went twice. Hasnt used the annual pass enough kay! HAHA

Oh well,actually was suppose to be meeting him and go for his friend's concert. Then my dear friends psycho me to stay with them, so ...... i didnt go with him :/

haha felt abit bad laa, but like kinda awkward only leh.

The man who cant be moved.

Love this song- Very nice and smoothing to my ears. I like the way the lead sings it, with so much emotions and feelings inside.  ( The man who cant be moved)

Just make me wanna play music again, and do covers with mu mu!!

Played my guitar yesterday, but i couldn't find back the passion that i once had. Maybe i need more time, some more.

But just give me some more time, i will be fine soon. I need to get over this, as i am trying very hard to get out of it. 

Hang on, chevz.

SAWA DEE KA

Yay! Gotta have lunch later with my dearies at a thai restaurant!! NAKHON KITCHEN, heard of it? they serve really great thai dishes especially dessert- RED RUBY!!!

Had our project interview just now, and its TKB. Goodness. hope its still not too bad, though it is very bad. LOL

But nvm, we just work hard and everything will be fine right, my team mates? <3

Anyway, gotta go play table tennis and squash later weehee! EXERCISE OKAY! :D

Words.

Words are always left unspoken.

RELIEVE.

Okay, oh wells. I've done something. And that something makes me feel kinda secured. Its better now, but hope it wont keep haunting me. At night, when i do the things i love to do, please jsut let me do it. It seems to be bothering me for so long. However, i am working very hard on it. Very very hard. I will try to do all that i can to make sure i wont fall down again.

Keep Thinking

Oh wells, i shouldnt be thinking so much. But i cant help to think abt it all day long. Even in my dreams. I guess i am so bothered by it, and it seems to be taking over me. I probably should have come to know that reality and passion are so different. So what if you have passion for it but not what it takes. Though, i really feel like giving up. Such a tough route, but i really love what i am doing now. The Joy and fun is un-explainable. Seriously, i love it. But i know i must do something to carry on.  This is such an agony if it goes on unsloved.

I Need Help.

Supp Again

Got the resutls, and i got to take supp paper again. But its for Food Safety (FS) kinda like project one. And heard its not difficult to pass. So wasnt very worried. But still, am so disappointed with myself.

Anyway, that aside, i am gonna go JAMMING again on saturday night!! YAYYYYY! with mu mu and Leon. HEAVY METALS ROCKSS! hahaha (mu mu is so gonna kill me if she sees this! ) oh wells, every genre of music got its own attraction right? hehe.

Okay, and maybe sunday will be going to jam again, with Mu, Chan and his band. And prolly heading to church then to Syafiqah's house for raya dinner! (: WEEHEE. hope its a good weekend for me and my friends. Its the only days which i can relax myself after a whole week long of MP and MP and MP!!!!!!

I Love the times where i am all booked up and i have to crack my brains to think and plan for my time!! (:

Our Competition

Mu and i was intending to join the channel U's singing competition. we had the video with us already and will be uploading to the site soon. Guys, please help to support us by spreading the word so if we got into the 12 shortlisted one, we will need your votes! cox it will be 50% professional votes and 50% public votes!

Compettion Video is Up!!

Here's the link to the website to view our video. Please support!!!!

http://www2.mediacorp.sg/IJustWannaSing/gallery.htm

I had a dream

I wanna go back to the times where i feel so comfortable with you. With your little touch and the soft peck on my lips. I Cant forget that feeling which is so close to my heart. Like as if, i can die in your arms. Theres so much i want to say but your so far away.

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Thoughts.

Sometimes i just couldnt control my emotions and break down. Sometimes i wish i wasnt that emotional. I just need somebody to be there for me. But sometimes situation wasnt what we always expected and we often dont get what we want. Maybe that's life. I want a better life, i want people to appreciate me. I know there are angels around me, i will appreciate them but sometimes things just arent coming your way. Feelings are often the hardest to notice and you will get neglected soon when you are lost. 

I need a comfortable zone to unleash myself, to be the real me. Sometimes keeping too much is quite disturbing. Like you have no one to turn to.

But i'll try to be me, try to come back, try to learn to be a better me.

TWINNYYYY!

Met Twinny yesterday and we went to donate blood! Am so happy cox its the third time i am donating blood! (:

  

And i think you guys should really go down and donate blood. Cox its not only helping others, but yourself too. You save lives and are given the piorirty to use the blood if in need.

Then we went bugis and i bought quite a number of stuffs ( As usual ) haha. After walking whole of bugis village, we decided to walk to suntec and eat astons. But sadly when we got there, astons wasnt serving chicken that day and we were like.. so sad :(

We then ordered fish cox we were freaking hungry!! and twinny treated me to the dinner(:  after that we went to walk walk shop shop! Its really nice to be with twinny cox she is someone whom i can be with so comfortably. <3

Black pepper fish (: its AWESOME!

Fried fish that twinny had! :D

Mushroom soupppp (:

JAMMING BABYYYYY!

WOOOOT! Went jamming just now and guess what? ITS AWESOMEEEEE! ^ ^ love the instruments there, the people and the music. TOTALLY rawks can! We sang Lips of an angel by Hinder, Fireworks by Katy perry and Liang shan bo yu juliet by cao ge. The chinese song was for our channel U's singing competition. and its like awesome laa pls! Thanks to Lenson, mu mu's friend, he is really a great help! (:

Andddddd the 45 seconds competition video is upppppp! I guess i shall just post it on the site itself and give you guys the links here! GO click LIKE LIKE LIKE many many many time!!

MY 20TH BIRTHDAY

Celebrated my 20th and it was awesome cox my poly babies surprised me like 3 days in a row. They started on monday ( 5th September) then tuesday then wednesday. which wed was the actual one. hahah, its really so nice of them. appreciate what they have done for me. Hope to extend my heartfelt greatest love to Muchen, huiqin, Hsueh ting, Pei Shan And sansin for giving me such wonderful memories!The present, and cakes. Thanks loves!! <3

From Clique! <3

Chocolate sponge cake? Nice!!!! <3

At sentosa restaurant!

the Pan-cake Cake! Thanks sansin love!

My first cake! (:

07 September!

THIS IS HOW I SPELL L.O.V.E!

I REALLY LOVE THEM!