我累了

I am really tired. Cox you know what? I just reached home. I really dunno what to do. My life is really cruel. Why do this to me?! Even if i say this a million times its not going to help too right? I know. I am still staying strong. Very strong. Everyday i convince myself that i am strong and will be very strong. And that's the reason that i can still survive till now.
After i lost you, after i got this, my life totally suck. What? What can i do, seriously. I just need somebody to tell me. Even you aren't considerate to me, what more can i say? :((((((((

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HAPPY SUNDAY

Know why? Cox today is my freaking OFF day. Omgf. Damm shiok. if only everyday is my off day. FML seriously. This is gonna end soon! Tmr got work again. And next week got 4 days on afternoon shift which means i will only reach home at 12am!!!! WTF!!! SIAN. but friday off lor. Going out with TWINNY! <3

Thats the only thing that i can look forward to next week.

Anyway, went church in the morning, and had fun with the girls. they are the reason that makes me smile. (:

took cab back to tamp with them and got home. Later going out again for ms.vanitha wedding. Cool or what, indian wedding know! But i kinda lazy to go out leh. So hot, and so far :( CHINATOWN KNOW- in china. HAHAHA Joking.

Okay, i am hungryyyy now. Maybe i shall cook maggie mee to eat? MAYBE UH. HAHA

CRYING IS MY LIFE.

I cant help but to cry again. I am sorry, but i am really tired. The thought of it really makes me wanna cry. I cried like nobody business. it was really confortable crying. crying because of???? SIP, YOU, SIP, YOU, SIP, YOU. my life is that boring. SIP really makes me so worn out, so tired. I reach home everyday like 12 midnight, with no time left for myself, for my friends, for my family. And yet still there is projects left. What is this seriously? cant even let me enjoy my 3 months of work. FML

Bye, i am off to cry again.

CHEWY CHEWY

Yesterday was my first day of attachment. Working at Chewy junior. Well, it was tiring, super! But can learn alot of things i guess. And the working hours are irregular. I will only start work at 3.30pm today and will ends at abt 10.30pm? By the time i reaches home, it will be like midnight aldy leh. And the lunch break is only 30 mins. WTF!!! Gotta stand for like 7-8 hours and then take train and bus back tat time still need to stand. Can die man. The space in the shop is like super small, damm squeezy. But what to do? I gotta endure it for 3 months kay! But luckily, the collegues there are nice people, and treat me well. Thats one good point. But we have to wear their uniform leh, haha, got cap. I NO LIKE CAP laa. HAHAHA!

SATURDAY-SATURDAY

Saturday was with annie. Went to meet her at abt 4 plus at airport cox she has work. So slack there and then we went bugis for swirl art. HAHA, had some time locating the shop cox its quite inside the streets. Had fun night with her! Doubt we can meet up any sooner cox of my attachment! :(

IKEA WITH HIM.

I know i shouldnt post this anymore. But i dunno, i still miss him. Went IKEA with him for dinner as he can only book out on friday. So went there to eat, and i didnt wanna eat, but he kept forcing me to eat!! We ordered meatballs and pasta. Well, i realy like the way he talks, random laa. Then went tampines mall, thinking to watch a movie, but there isnt any nice one. SO, went to walk walk and finally we decided to go to swensen. LOL, shit manz. Ordered each an ice-cream. WTF!! mine was banana split, his was chocolate caramel smth one. Then he kept laughing at all my efforts for running went off. EVIL!

And till we finished, got nothing to do, so went arcade. Yah, Arcade. WTH right?! we played time crisis and the mario kart. He won the mario kart, i won the time crisis. And then, he send me to the bus int, waited for the bus with me. So that marks our night. 

I MISS HIM, DEARLY.
THOUGH I KNOW, ITS OVER, BUT THIS IS WHAT I TREASURE.

MARINA BARRAGE!!

Last wednesday, went barrage with twinny, carleen and Jia wei. Well, Only me and twinny arrive early and we were there like crazy girls. Kept taking picturessss and playing with ourselves while waiting for the rest to come. HAHA. And went to marina square for shopping and we went xin wang cafe for dinner. though i didnt ate much but they kept forcing me to eat. LOL haha, we slack there till the shop almost closed. And the waitress was like erm, can ur leave aldy?? HAHAHA!

Really had alot of fun with them, i wish time can go back.