Trying very hard

I am trying very hard on something now. I am really pushing myself to the limit. Yes, Weight loss. I am serious right now. Not really eating, or rather little portions. And Running almost everyday. I hope i succeed this time. It tough, and torturous for me, but i will hang on there. Maybe not so much of you, but for myself.

Anyway, he has exams today, although its over. I hope he can get through it with an A! Sent him a msg specially to wish him. He told me yesterday though that he wanna play pokemon. LOL

But i shouldnt be writing abt him anymore, no more! STOP!! FORGET FORGET FORGET.

GIRLFRIENDS.

 Went out with the girls yesterday after church. Met them at orchard then went to K. Haha, yes K again. i bet its the last K for me before my attachment starts :( We went to cine one and then went to eat. But as usual, i didnt eat, cox wasnt hungry. So then we went to Forever 21, uniqlo, new look and do some shopping. I bought a green tee at forever 21! YAY man! I got it. haha, gotta wear soon! (: And then we got nothing much to do, so just kept walking around and round till we decided to sit down, take polariods and picturesss!! And till we are tired, went home after that. HAHA, meeting up soon again for sun-tanning session!!! <3

Love!

Just look at her expression! hahaha!

Hello! where are we??!

I CANT SEEMS TO FORGET YOU.

So what's with it? i feel like crying whenever i see ur pictures. Maybe it was just my fault, i shouldnt have gone to see it. But i miss you, i surely do. So i couldnt resist looking at your pictures. It didnt really started, but it also didnt ended beautifully enough. Your presence really made me felt more lonely. If i could choose, i would choose not to know u at all. I bet u would never know how hurt am i. And all this builts up. U gave me promises, u bombarded me with those words, u said u will be there, u said. But why is it always like that. I dun't understand. Is it my fault? Maybe. I really miss u, but i will try forgetting you. I will try, i am strong and i will get through this. But i dun think i have the courage to carry on or get into a new realtionship lately or any longer. I am hurt, and i am really scared.

Maybe i should have try harder, in forgetting you.

HAPPY WITH TWINNY!

Days were always great with twinny. For the past mon,tue, and wed went out with twinny! Monday we went pulau ubin cycle! It was damm tiring. But we really enjoyed! Although i flew out from the bicycle- got bruises on my knee and leg. HAHAHA. 

Tuesday, Twinny came over to my place and we ran,swam and do sauna! SHIOK. It was an exercise day for us!! We had lots of fun even its just exercising. (:

Wednesday, we went to donate blood at HSA. Though last minute she cant donate, thus i went in alone. The needle was quite big okay. And the pain killer hurts! But the process was fast. Then we went town shopping. I bought a pair of sandals and accessories the moment we went into the shop. But dunno why, we were both so tired that day, so we sat at KFC stone. And we went back super early that day, like 6 plus 7? 

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